Okay, now, you just made me cry - I hope you're happy. XP And see, this is why I requested this from you, because I knew it would be beautiful like that. I'm weird, aren't I?
Omg, the angst! *__* It's bad to love it, but I can't help it. ^^" Poor Tsuyoshi!!! D: And awwwwwwwwww Koichi! <3 (A first outburst of impression)
I wonder if you realize how very much in character you got them. Well, at least the way they are in my head. ^^ Like, Koichi would helplessly blurt out these words to Tsuyoshi, as if trying to explain "I'm not ignorant to it, but I'm not there". Strangely, it feels like he's asking for Tsu's blessing. And naturally Tsuyoshi will give it. Support Koichi. Stand by. Watch as Koichi vows to someone else. Tsuyoshi would. He'd torture himself like that just to make sure he won't leave Koichi alone.
Oh, there are so many wonderful scenes. I don't even know where to begin. Ah, how about the birthday present? Aw, a sketch book. Well, Tsuyoshi loves to draw, so that's really nice. It's also a good present coming from Koichi. Like, "please, next time draw my birthday picture with these". So sweet! <3
Omg, and you broke me with the way Tsuyoshi reacted. So... lovely. But omg, I wonder how Koichi felt in that moment - understanding what was going on. I mean, it must be a shock. When you're working together and you're friends, you share a lot and suddenly it's like that person vanishes. Of course, it's not as drastic, but you certainly have such fears in the first moment, wondering how to deal with it.
I'm so very much feeling with Tsuyoshi. How he couldn't hold it all in anymore, letting things slip, maybe even trying to indicate and waiting for a reaction... oh dear...
I also understand Tsu's feelings during their conversation. I'm assuming he still believed Koichi was unaware. While it's hurting, it must have been much of a relief as well. Not only does he have to hide things anymore, but Koichi's okay with it and they're okay too, the two of them.
The kiss... is something that is just bound to happen. ^^ Somehow they can't not kiss at all. For Koichi, I think it must be a weird mix of love and guilt making him do it. Considering Tsuyoshi's situation, it might not have been a wise thing to do, giving Tsuyoshi that hint of what he'll never truly know. But then, I don't think it'll hurt - not any more than it already does, anyway. I wonder if it would close the chapter, though. You know, I particularly liked the part that says "it's not going to be only Koichi anymore". Not only. Like Tsuyoshi will find someone else, whom he can love as well, not instead. I totally love that. <3
Their interaction is absolutely lovely and wonderful and beyond words, which, as KinKi fans keep saying, is the true love between them. I wonder if you relate to that? If not, then it must be really true, since you drew the same picture without even knowing it. XDDDD
There's just one thing that makes me feel the situation is still unfinished... Tsuyoshi should have said something. When finally everything is laid out, he should have actually reacted. It's respectful, of course, to just accept and retreat silently, but in the end I wonder if the matter's going to be solved for him... You should write a sequel and have Tsuyoshi rush to Koichi and just tell him everything that's in his heart, just so he'll let it out. Sorry, that's a stupid suggestion. -_- I just feel that way. That you have to hand your feelings over to the other person like that. Well, maybe he can still do it. Like when they meet some time during the party that night... in a garden where nobody will see them. *imagination running wild*
I can't thank you enough for this! <3<3<3 I don't know how to say it, it's like I love how I hate when a story has such a taste to it. I can't explain in any better. And it's just wonderful, really. You should share on love_is_kinki. You'll get appreciative comments and maybe you'll inspire others too. ^^
Again, thank you for writing this! I love it, love it, love it!!!! <3<3<3 And I'll never read it again, because it makes me cry. XDDD Well, not never, but supposedly not as often as would be justified when going by the beauty of it. ^^
A million hugs to you!!! <3
PS: The icon goes to Tsuyoshi, because he's my hero here. ^^
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Omg, the angst! *__* It's bad to love it, but I can't help it. ^^" Poor Tsuyoshi!!! D: And awwwwwwwwww Koichi! <3 (A first outburst of impression)
I wonder if you realize how very much in character you got them. Well, at least the way they are in my head. ^^ Like, Koichi would helplessly blurt out these words to Tsuyoshi, as if trying to explain "I'm not ignorant to it, but I'm not there". Strangely, it feels like he's asking for Tsu's blessing. And naturally Tsuyoshi will give it. Support Koichi. Stand by. Watch as Koichi vows to someone else. Tsuyoshi would. He'd torture himself like that just to make sure he won't leave Koichi alone.
Oh, there are so many wonderful scenes. I don't even know where to begin. Ah, how about the birthday present? Aw, a sketch book. Well, Tsuyoshi loves to draw, so that's really nice. It's also a good present coming from Koichi. Like, "please, next time draw my birthday picture with these". So sweet! <3
Omg, and you broke me with the way Tsuyoshi reacted. So... lovely. But omg, I wonder how Koichi felt in that moment - understanding what was going on. I mean, it must be a shock. When you're working together and you're friends, you share a lot and suddenly it's like that person vanishes. Of course, it's not as drastic, but you certainly have such fears in the first moment, wondering how to deal with it.
I'm so very much feeling with Tsuyoshi. How he couldn't hold it all in anymore, letting things slip, maybe even trying to indicate and waiting for a reaction... oh dear...
I also understand Tsu's feelings during their conversation. I'm assuming he still believed Koichi was unaware. While it's hurting, it must have been much of a relief as well. Not only does he have to hide things anymore, but Koichi's okay with it and they're okay too, the two of them.
The kiss... is something that is just bound to happen. ^^ Somehow they can't not kiss at all. For Koichi, I think it must be a weird mix of love and guilt making him do it. Considering Tsuyoshi's situation, it might not have been a wise thing to do, giving Tsuyoshi that hint of what he'll never truly know. But then, I don't think it'll hurt - not any more than it already does, anyway. I wonder if it would close the chapter, though. You know, I particularly liked the part that says "it's not going to be only Koichi anymore". Not only. Like Tsuyoshi will find someone else, whom he can love as well, not instead. I totally love that. <3
Their interaction is absolutely lovely and wonderful and beyond words, which, as KinKi fans keep saying, is the true love between them. I wonder if you relate to that? If not, then it must be really true, since you drew the same picture without even knowing it. XDDDD
There's just one thing that makes me feel the situation is still unfinished... Tsuyoshi should have said something. When finally everything is laid out, he should have actually reacted. It's respectful, of course, to just accept and retreat silently, but in the end I wonder if the matter's going to be solved for him... You should write a sequel and have Tsuyoshi rush to Koichi and just tell him everything that's in his heart, just so he'll let it out. Sorry, that's a stupid suggestion. -_- I just feel that way. That you have to hand your feelings over to the other person like that. Well, maybe he can still do it. Like when they meet some time during the party that night... in a garden where nobody will see them. *imagination running wild*
I can't thank you enough for this! <3<3<3 I don't know how to say it, it's like I love how I hate when a story has such a taste to it. I can't explain in any better. And it's just wonderful, really. You should share on love_is_kinki. You'll get appreciative comments and maybe you'll inspire others too. ^^
Again, thank you for writing this! I love it, love it, love it!!!! <3<3<3 And I'll never read it again, because it makes me cry. XDDD Well, not never, but supposedly not as often as would be justified when going by the beauty of it. ^^
A million hugs to you!!! <3
PS: The icon goes to Tsuyoshi, because he's my hero here. ^^