thanks for the spot, dear! i love this chapter! i love the beginning! was ryo hurt physically, before? i've said this a million times but i'm saying it again right now. it's so damn hard to be ryo. god, he's hurting too much. he has all the doubts and insecurities in his heart that all i can do right now is to feel awful for him. jin sure noticed these stuff before but the thing is, he didn't think it was that grave. and now this, ryo's missing and his world is crumbling down.
kame's link to ryo's totally unexpected for me. but i believe he merely pointed out jin's past thoughts before. ryo's scared or pretty much unsure if he was good enough. and what he does is please people so he could get accepted. he does it with the hard try of not getting noticed. and all at once, all of ryo's actions before is getting clear to jin right now. the meanings and all. what he has to find out now IS/ARE THE REASON/S! who broke ryo's heart? who broke RYO in general that he had to be this way? i wonder what really happened to ryo. and yeah, would it be really late to apologize now about that fight? Why was ryo thinking taht jin oculd actually hurt him?
and so there's takki. i've always thought he'd be a part of this. is he the last clue? are we finally gonna see these two people together again? i honestly don't expect jin to find a healthy or happy ryo. cause he's miserable and such a mess right now for sure. but i'm looking forward to the heartbreaking or thrilling meeting!
way to go! god, 3 more chapters and i'll have to say goodbye. it's hard ;( noooooo. i have loved this fic so much!
thansk for the update, dear! i hope you get to update this sooner! it's taking me breathless!
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kame's link to ryo's totally unexpected for me. but i believe he merely pointed out jin's past thoughts before. ryo's scared or pretty much unsure if he was good enough. and what he does is please people so he could get accepted. he does it with the hard try of not getting noticed. and all at once, all of ryo's actions before is getting clear to jin right now. the meanings and all. what he has to find out now IS/ARE THE REASON/S! who broke ryo's heart? who broke RYO in general that he had to be this way? i wonder what really happened to ryo. and yeah, would it be really late to apologize now about that fight? Why was ryo thinking taht jin oculd actually hurt him?
and so there's takki. i've always thought he'd be a part of this. is he the last clue? are we finally gonna see these two people together again? i honestly don't expect jin to find a healthy or happy ryo. cause he's miserable and such a mess right now for sure. but i'm looking forward to the heartbreaking or thrilling meeting!
way to go! god, 3 more chapters and i'll have to say goodbye. it's hard ;( noooooo. i have loved this fic so much!
thansk for the update, dear! i hope you get to update this sooner! it's taking me breathless!