Oh should I forget the brother scenes? takki and ryo are really perfect. reading their fights crushed my heart everytime but i could feel the love between the two behind the hurtful words they throw at each other. you know, when someone acts tough and coldhearted and you somehow you sense his kindness, you just can't get enough of him, telling yourself that this guy should really be just happy and open to his brother! i'm glad in the end, they reconciled for real. it's just so touching.

now since ryo's the lead, it's inevitable how the whole stroy pretty much revolved around him. but i guess it's too clever. this flawed lead really thought me so many things! and i admired his character the most because he was able to break the walls that he has guarded for such a long time. he let people in! that's really a great step he has made. and mind you, the letters were very thoughtful and heartbreaking. i know this ryo would still feel bad sometimes, you know, as pieces of memory come from time to time. but since he said he would fight his fears, i loved him more. he's too innocent when it comes to his mother that it hurts me. saying his name at the last part because he knew she didn't really knew him at all was very hearttrending. he's still a fragile kiddo after all. with his father, i could see how he's mellowed down. like he's become to tired to get angry. but he wants to and he actually is. but then again, knowing that there are a lot of people around him, he's gotten stronger. he's father won't hunt down the corners of his brain as dangerously as he used to. he's made a mistake and basically ruined a part of ryo's life. but i guess this guy made a very significant role in making ryo's character strong, as well as the bond between him and his brothers.

i can say no more. i love this story very much! but i won't request for a sequel or something! it ended perfectly. ryo is finally living the live the he deserves to live with the people he wants to live in. it's beyond perfect actually. the life they all have is scarred, but perfect, as long as they have each other. :) thanks so much for writing this wonderful story and i can't wait to read your other works! congratulations! *but please pardon me for writing in such a mess. my eyes are half closed and i am just trying my best to type because my thoughts about this wonderful piece might be gone tomorrow. i have typing issues so there may be some lapses*

so there, thanks again and congratulations! i know this is SUPER long! the way i love it has been proven, yeah? :)